What's to know

this was one of my first experiences with blogging, of course i have a facebook and myspace but i use those mainly to stay updated with family and friends.  Being given topics throughout this semester to write about made me focus on different issues and just write what came to mind.  On FB and MS I have to somewhat sensor myself as there are people within my network that do not need to know everything, blogging gave me the opportunity to jus speak freely and not worry about who is reading what I write as I do not know most of them   all in all it was a pretty good experience, im not sure if ill continue but im hoping so!

recently i acquired a room mate and at first it seemed to go well, we had fun together and our kids enjoyed each others company, but it did not last long, i noticed this girl has some issues, such as partying and using people.  little does she know i am the wrong person to mess with. she was in a hard spot loosing her vehicle and house and i let her stay with me no charge for 2 months, the third month i told her she would have to start paying and it was at that time that she decided she wanted to ‘focus’ on school and stay with another girl until the semester ended,  although this girl is doing what she said, she is still not lookin for work and has not paid me and if she thinks that just because she hasnt stayed with me this month that she can get out of paying me, she has another thing coming!  she forgets that all her shit is at my house and to get it she has to see me!  i do not have to fight her to bring her down, i will simply sit back and watch her self destruct, she is burning down every bridge with every person she has encountered and soon she will be alone with nothing.  She can have her daughters clothes though, i will  not punish the child for her mothers stupidness!  do not mistake my kindness for weakness because when it comes down to it, I’ll be the bitch you have to watch for!

the 5 senses we possess are very important in everyday life, i think we take them for granted. when young, you dont notice the beauty of nature or pay attention to the different sounds outside. you don’t stop and take time to smell the flowers or pay attention to them bloom.  In the last couple of years, since my son was born, his senses and have clued me into what the world offers.  babies are very curious and notice almost anything.  so i pay attention to what he pays attention to, he is constantly asking me questions, whats this and that and what does this and that do.  his interest and fueled my interests.  i enjoy sitting outside with him and cluing him into his surroundings hoping one day he will not take it for granted.

Me; Aesaias, say you’re a jerk, you’re a jerk. 

Aesaias:  What?

Me: It’s a song man, sing it with me!

Aesaias:  No you’re jerk, mama!

Aesaias:  Hey jerk mama?

Me: (Laughing)  What baby?

Aesaias:  Is it party time?

Me: laughing histerically!

Me; Aesaias, say you’re a jerk, you’re a jerk. 

Aesaias:  What?

Me: It’s a song man, sing it with me!

Aesaias:  No you’re jerk, mama!

Aesaias:  Hey jerk mama?

Me: (Laughing)  What baby?

Aesaias:  Is it party time?

Me: laughing histerically!

The AD: pure bread golden retriever puppies for giveaway. 

7 year old female, golden retriever has a litter of 12 pups.  She has recently just had a litter of 8 pups.  The family has 3 male golden retrievers, 2 who are getting older in age. They also have 4 female golden retrievers who have in the last year had a totol of 35 pups.  The family has run out of people to buy them and have no room for all the dogs.  They are not even trying to ask for money they are simply giving these pure bread dogs away with the one condition that they go to good homes.  All persons interested will be interviewed.

One of my bestest pals has the priveledge of having her birthday on April Fools Day.  This friend is also my roommate. Last Night Around Midnight I hopped on FaceBook and Wished her A happy Birthday.  Not too long after she texted me, while out at the bar.  She said, "I love you girl, like a sister."  I replied, "Lol have fun girl, by the way, don’t come back to my damn house!, Happy Birthday again, LMAO!!"  She replied "Why?"  I said, "You know why!!!"  She said, "NO I DON’T"  In all capitals just like that! signifying she was getting upset I replied, "By the way….  April Fool’s!   She said, "Thats nt funny!!!  I’m over here crying!!!"

I could take this blog literal and rant about my annoyance with itchy feet but id rather talk about the fact that spring is finally frickin here and I just want to get up and go.  The first day it was "MN" warm, I drove home with my sunroof open, windows down and the music louder than ever. I was so excited to drive home in the daylight, I live in crookston which is 20 minutes away, so during the winter when i get home at 5:30 its, dark already. But the days are longer now, and something about the sun makes me happy. And when you put music with daylight i get child like and cant sit still.  I remember I went on facebook as soon as i left school and wrote something about taking little stuff for granted like the sun, and just taking a minute outside to breathe, i did just that, i sat outside on my deck and enjoyed the air. I love summer time, and I don’t know why I live here. I spend 8 months out of the year hybernating when i could easily to move to a warmer state and spend the year outside. but my family is here and my son is young, and that is why i stay, but not for long.

So last night (monday)  i attempted to stay up on red bull after getting off at 11p from work to do some homework.  While my mission to stay up was successful, the homework part was not. I was so hyped up on this stupid energy drink, i could not concentrate. I finally fell asleep around 4a only to wake up at 6a to be ready for my 8a class. I made it!  I made it an hour into my 8a class before i had to put my head down. I felt terrible for doing so, mainly because i sit in the FRONT ROW, but i could not keep my eyes open any longer.  I rested my eyes for a few minutes here and there for the last 20 minutes, and surprise, I’m awake again! 

Likes

1. my son

2. the color red

3. the color black

4. the wind

5. horses

6. the sunset

7. the moon

8.poetry

9. writing

10. the quiet

11. intelligent people

12. my family

13. pizza

14. chinese food

15. corn bread

16. chicken and rice

17. roses

18. tattoos

19. piercings

20. astrology

21. dancing

22. singing

23. art

24. movies

25. swimming

26. basketball

27. football

28. shoes

29. clothes

30. shopping

31. eating

32. parties

33. concerts

34. plays

35. piano

36. make-up

37. tubing

38. sledding

39. ice skating

40. cards

41. board games

42. HOUSE

43. taking pictures

44.being in pictures

45. the summer

46. night time

47. alcohol

48. being single

49.showers

50.the rain

51.writing

52. laughing

53. jokes

54.hot tubs

55. kids

56. walks

57. the ocean

58. cook outs

59. sundays

60. fridays

61.saturdays

62. birds

63. dogs

64. perfume

65. making people laugh

66.fighting

67. my truck

68. sand

69. school

70.monkeys

71.rock music

72. rap music

73. hip hop music

74. old school music

75. country music

76. christian rock music

77. reggeatone music

78. spanish music

79. tv

80. ipod

81. cds

82. t-vo

83. dvr

84. purple

85. orange

86. blue

87. green

88. teal

89. penguins

90. people who are multi-lingual

91. phones

92. computers

93. getting nails done

94. eating out

95. dates

96. holidays

97. vacations

98. hot tubbing

99. making lists

100. completing lists

DISLIKES

1. baby daddy

2.pink

3. alot of noise

4. stupid people

5. immature people

6. vodka

7. bacardi

8. fruity flavored drinks

9. my job

10. being told no

11. arguing when im right

12. close minds

13. waiting

14. driving

15. sitting

16. listening

17. staring

18. not listening

19. cold

20. mosquitos

21. flies

22. spiders

23. ants

24. catapillars

25. roaches

26. up tightness

27. rudeness

28. cemetaries

29. funerals

30. labor

31. questions

32. people singing that can’t

33. fake people

34. liars

35. cheaters

36. stealers

37. criers

38. whiners

39. whimps

40. bullies

41. bitches

42. new country

43. emo music

44. gospel music

45. jazz music

46. confinement

47. being told what to do

48. being tested

49. working

50. being away from my son

51. owing money

52. lending money

53. losing money

54. wrong turns

55. red lights

56. yellow lights

57. pedestrians

58. thug kids lol

59. unfit parents

60. uptight parents

61. sharing every detail

62. repeating myself

63. absence of manners

64. disrespect

65. tramps

66. thugs

67. lazyness

68. unwillingness

69. grudges

70. proof reading

71. research

72.humidity

 73. saved people

74. hypacrate

75. negative critism

76. negativity

77. delusional thinking

78. shyness

79. betrayal

80. toes

81. facial hair

82. body hair

83. stereotypes

84. nail biting

85. spitting

86. spitting chewed nails

87. peas

88. apsparagus

89. pennies

90. crooked teeth

91. ashy skin

92. asking to ask a question

93. emails cancelling class (text me)

94. dresses

95. dead beat dads

96. studying

97. pencils

98. reheated pizza

99. hip old people

100. gravity